Entry 1 I can't keep my promise. I've tried so hard jumped through so many hoops but no one wants to give custody of a little girl over to a single man regardless of lack of criminal record.
The women I've been dealing with looks at me like I'm sick. I don't know how much longer I can go on like this. My boss said he's going to bring me to an Order meeting.
He thinks joining the Order will help my chances to get custody, I never felt right about secrete societies. I have little knowledge of what they do, but I hope I can keep my promise and get my little girl.
I feel so alone without my partner without the women I loved so much, maybe her daughter feels the same and maybe when we're together we won't need to be lonely.
Like she was my own, my promise.
Entry 2 I was always invsible to her. Now here she is and she's my teacher, she's never been sweeter to me and more understanding.
She was my high school crush, when she was involved in that incident. It's why I became a cop really, but she didn't see me.
I didn't think I would enjoy joining the Order, however the way she talks about God makes everything make sense.
After my initiation I think I'll join her in the Serpent and the Reed.
That crazy old broad though... she turns my stomach.
